Nickey Duke - I Am the Monster Lyrics

Alcohol and cigarettes
Live my life with no regrets
And I'm finding out it's catching up with me
Sexy Ladies, no Neglect
Tattoos so I don't forget
The battle isn't won until I'm free

Ice cream, crème brule
Caviar, ohhhhh
I'm feeding but I can not fill this hole
Buy me my mansion dream
Spend more than what's giving me
I'm mystified at where the money goes

I am the Monster AND I am love
I am the Monster AND I am love

Trouble seems to follow me
I'm stranded with no dignity
One thousand miles of desert fire road
Half a bottle, take control
I Fall Into the rabbit hole
I had to hit the bottom to strike gold

Face me, walk away
Right my wrongs and live today
I'm making room so love can enter me
Gridlock up inside my head
I can't control the past I led
But now I am responsible for WE

I am the Monster AND I am love
I am the Monster AND I am love

Insanity
You watch me fall
Caress my face, you take it all
Don't trust your ambiguity
I'm nothing
Loves inside me
I am the Monster AND I am love
The smoke inside your chimney
Your hopeless worry
Endless struggle

I am, I am, I am, I am, I am, I am, I am, I am LOVE
I am the Monster AND I am love
I am the Monster AND I am love
I am the Monster AND I am love
I am the Monster AND I am love