Nicsden - a boy Lyrics

There was a girl who loved the world
There was a boy whose world was blurred
Same place, same person, different treatment
She was loved, he wished for the end

All the boy ever wanted was
To be enough, to come across
Parental love for what he had
Always just made his parents mad

Who do you think you are
Putting kids at a war
Battle field dark and cold
Tell me, was it my fault?
Why can't you understand
This is nothing I've planned
Accept me as I am
Or leave me abandoned

Maybe I wasn't the best child
But then, were you the best parents?
Don't mean to blame you but damn, I tried
Until I felt my own absence
(I was gone)

Grieving the forest before fire
You'll never hear of the fracture
There was art in losing people
And we painted the best picture
(You were the main artist)

Who do you think you are
Putting kids at a war
Battle field dark and cold
Tell me, was it my fault?
Why can't you understand
This is nothing I've planned
Accept me as I am
Or leave me abandoned

Remember fall '20, can't unhear
Say things got better, still scared when you're near
Never apologized for things you did
I didn't care that much, I was a kid