The Night Painters - Feels Real Lyrics

I'd feel much better if I
Had any say in my own life
The feeling's broken
But I'm too scared to say it
My throat is closing
And I don't like the way it feels
Real to me
And I know that it's
Hard to believe
It feels real to me
And I know that it's
Hard to believe
I'd love to say it right for once
And be in the moment
And wade in it
But I'm f*cking pissed
Because I missed
A chance to hit the deadline
But I know I'm alright
I'll still see the headlines
It feels real to me
And I know that it's
Hard to believe
It feels real to me
And I know that it's
Hard to believe
Tears roll down
Tears roll down
I can't believe it
I can't believe that it's all true
I couldn't dream it
Wish I was happier for you
I can't believe it
I really wished it weren't true
I couldn't dream it
I just want to be happier for you