Nikki Wildy - Over Emotional Lyrics

See I always thought
I would never get caught
In a low like this
But I guess there's a first for everything
Old days I miss

And I thought I knew
Exactly what I would do
When I'm out of here
But my mind's chasing fast cars and
I can't find an end that's clear

Oh the future is the only thing that I fear

I'm over emotional
Too hard to take control
I can't express
How much of a mess I think I am
I'm too scared to share my feeling
Afraid I'll go up in flames
Cause it's so hard to be the one that everyone bets for fame

Oh my minds so quick
It's shocking that I would stick
To a single thing
But what's not surprising is the friendships
Holding on by a string

Cause I don't have time
To invest in them I'm
Such a risky friend
Because everyone's anticipating
I'm gonna leave in the end

I wish some could just understand there's no time I can spend

I'm over emotional
Too hard to take control
I can't express
How much of a mess I think I am
I'm too scared to share my feeling
Afraid I'll go up in flames
Cause it's so hard to be the one that everyone bets for fame

There's so many corrections
But I wish you could see
That it's a struggle for perfection
But I love being me
Cause while the whole world's my creation
My imagination soars
And while there's always that frustration
Life is never a bore with me
Cause obviously

I'm over emotional
Too hard to take control
I can't express
How much of a mess I think I am
I'm too scared to share my feeling
Afraid I'll go up in flames
Cause it's so hard to be the one that everyone bets
It's so hard to be the one that no one really gets
Oh it's so hard to be the one that everyone bets for fame