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Huh! Never got easy
I'm in love with you still, I tried
To be honest with myself this whole time, yeah
Look around and everything ain't alright now, mama
I know you need your time
But I don't know how to be myself
Lost inside, I put aside my own health, yeah
Just to spiral, put myself through my hell, yeah yeah
Tapped into my honesty,
I make up things, I'm forming scenes
It's so far gone from ordinary
That's why I been recording things
I found my inner child pleading
"Please give me lobotomy"
Cuz no one else can love on me
And I let go of prodigy, like huh
I don't know that much
But life without you is living hell
Did my best to really keep to myself, yeah
But the distance really pushing me back, yeah
Can you love someone
From far away
To love someone
From far away, yeah
Love someone
From far away
To love someone
From far away, yeah
Can't act like everything alright, it's true
F*ck that
I been going through it, boo
Trust that
Mental image of pursuit
Is so bad
Sent me into damn recluse
Fell back
Writing on the wall came loose
That read
"All this in the hands of you"
That's sad
Never knew a blame to 'sume
Held back and hoping you can love someone
From far away
To love someone
From far away, yeah
Love someone
From far away
To love someone
From far away, yeah
Break me
Hold me down like
Tell me, will you
All about you, yeah
Give it to me
While I want you
Do you think about me
Like I do you? Yeah
Do your thinking
Do you love me
Can you hold me
Will you hold me now
Let you go
Let you rise to that
Yeah
Ho, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Ho, whoa
Yeah
Ho, whoa
Yeah