Hey
Alright, huh
I'm on decision to leave, hey
I don't e'en know what I need, hey
I got some room in my jeans, hey
I'm slimmin' down on my cheeks, hey
Mental and mind what I read, hey
Tryna learn more how I be, hey
Couldn't move on if I tree-d, hey
Tried
I mean, huh
I'm stuck in 2019, damn
I'm stuck, need a peace where I be, huh
I lost somebody I need, hey
Nod off, I see you in dreams, hey
Gave me a moment to breathe, hey
Sighed
Felt the relief, hey
Wanna live ever in sleep, hey
Jeez
Like damn
Eeeuuu!
I don't know what is to be, hey
But I've been off it for three days
Think all or nothing, I don't see gray
Tough, cuz I knew I could see shade
All that I learned out in PA
Want it for life like it's relay
Now I'm just back at my home base
This a black and white world like a chess game
Let's find out if my next move make me insane
I got some habits that'll never leave my bloodstream
And all I want is outside me
Sheesh
Okay, huh
I'm on decision to leave, hey
Recording, it's almost like 3, yeah
Don't even know when I'll Zzz, yeah
I feel like a God when it comes to the lap and the top and the mic that I breathe
But how can I be God when I get uneasy when bitches be worshipping me?
Girl
Can you stop T-exting me?
You're driving me C-R-azy, hey
You aren't the woman I need, hey
Once it was there, I'm in grief, hey
Really the reason was me, hey
Now I live less like a cheapskate
I had a moment in BK
It's true
I did
Been on my heart weighing truly
This ain't e'en like music to me
This is becoming my therapy
Who knows? If I ain't find this back in '18
I could be like grave deep
Thank God I got air in me, yeah
This a black and white world like a chess game
Let's find out if my next move make me insane
I got some habits that'll never leave my bloodstream
And all I want is outside me, yeah
Hey
I'm on decision to leave, hey