Proactive in the sonic on occasion
But more intensely effervescent, taking in my day
I done broke back, swimming with the sharks inside the crate
Till I pulled out dripping, dogging raw this life I laid
I've been looking, looking, looking
I thought I found my peace in Brooklyn, was rather shooken
The red Carmello light, the white and black decor done set the tone, surrealist, Twin Peak
Pillars on horizon, purple residue, what Prince seen, f*ck
Felt glamour in that 42 d'Or
Damn, they don't make 'em like this anymore
Crammed down and sweat pouring, pulse vein with a hit
I'm outta focus in my vision, real grainy lil clip
But back in '05 I was entertained as a kid
And now it's 25 thinkin bout the lane that I've led
Same institution as Steven Tyler, Mulaney and shit
So when I call myself a star, don't call it mania, bitch
Looking outside to I Wonder
Picture perfect, no dead space fronted
Mind frame runner
Progress gunner
No peace in the moment
Gotta stay grounded
I don't have eyes not glued to my phone
When I'm outside, I feel so alone
Mindful when alone at night
Mind frame on the run on sight
Briefly heard myself on the radio
I'm tryna count my blessings so they feel appreciated, uh
Cuz everyone on blah blah like me and 80uh
I'm rising up slowly while I'm slipping into mania
Where's my Arcadia? Will I ever find it though
Is love just an afterthought if I'm around or useful
Or are we doing something
And if that's the case, am I secure enough to follow through the repercussions like
Do you wanna be somebody like me
Wake up everyday and kill shit, that's how it's gotta be
F*ck you talking bout, tomorrow we ain't even getting sleep
Anything is possible unless you leave it in the
Too late, only getting older everyday
And I don't need reminders, get your watches out my face
I don't put on blinders, I'm tryna look at everything
The good, the bad, the double sided smiley face, yeah
Looking outside to I Wonder
Picture perfect, no dead space fronted
Mind frame runner
Progress gunner
No peace in the moment
Gotta stay grounded
I don't have eyes not glued to my phone
When I'm outside, I feel so alone
Mindful when alone at night
Mind frame on the run on sight
Looking outside to I Wonder
Picture perfect, no dead space fronted
Mind frame runner
Progress gunner
No peace in the moment
Gotta stay grounded
I don't have eyes not glued to my phone
When I'm outside, I feel so alone
Mindful when alone at night
Mind frame on the run on sight