Ninos0ul - I’M TRYNA TELL YA Lyrics

I'm just tryna learn ya something
Na-naaaaaa-naaaaa
(I feel like sadness and madness are punishments we give to ourselves)
Introvert, I never spoke first but I
Knew words that nobody knew the worth of
Tryna fit in was a struggle in itself (yeah)
Cuz I didn't have the wealth, that I saw in everybody else
(Well) well damn that made me humble
Cuz n***as crackin' jokes blind as hell to the struggle
Dad where you been at? (do you regret it?)
Yeah I forgive you but it's hard to forget
Here comes depression (na na) with all her little friends and her weapons (na na na na)
You came from me livin' in the seven (seven)
And seein' my n***as die since age eleven (eleven)
I gotta duck and dodge, I don't wanna be next in line, cuz the summertime
Is the best time just to be alive in the nighttime, oh
(Woah)raw in my approach, them n***as around the corner
I swear they ain't no joke

I'm tryna tell ya, I'm tryna tell ya
I'm tryna tell you something

I'm not gonna lie, she got me hypnotized by
The way she looks me in my eyes so
(Woah)I've never had this attention before
I'm not too sure if I know how to handle
Being single cuz it's dangerous (yeah)
And because it's painless being next to someone nameless
But also painful when you hurt somebody's daughter and
You be less supportive, to the one that's in your corner when they
Held you down, when nobody came around
Letting them h**s take her place yeah I'm good now
Until the day I felt the pain in her tears, and her message was clear
She was out of here
Was it worth it? can't even lie and say my actions had no purpose
But I'd rather lie than tell the truth because I'm nervous
Though I'm not perfect, please know that I'm learning
Guess being alone is what I deserve

I'm tryna tell ya

Real spill, real deal, real Nino, fo' real