Nivs - Growin'' Up Lyrics

I've been growing up
I've been lost too much
I can't handle this
Seeing you makes me die
Deep down inside of me
I just wanna be
Happy here with you
Chasing my dream
And we're free

Last night I had a dream I was drowning in blood
Hilltop, ground up, covered in mud
I slipped and fell
Harder than every c
This never would've happened if I'd put in the effort
That's how i feel when it comes my raps
Every time I write, it honestly just sounds like crap
I'm just a shadow way in the back
So many stars around me and they getting the claps

Now come on
Sing it loud
This music goes on
You better feel this song
Girl I can't move on

Now switch it

Everybody I know askin me when the drop
Go follow my page so you know when to cop
Quit messing with me that's enough of this talk
This musics bout to hit you and sound like a bop

Time hasn't healed
I still think about you
There isn't a second that goes by
My world falls through
I guess going after you
Was impossible to do
But I was up for it
Then we both couldn't go through

I've been growing up
I've been lost too much
I can't handle this
Seeing you makes me die
Deep down inside of me
I just wanna be
Happy here with you
Chasing my dream
And we're free

I've been down too long
I've been hit so hard
It's time that I move on
But that won't happen now
At least rap is helping
At least I got an outlet here
I need to learn how
To take a second and just breathe

I've been growing up
I've been lost too much
I can't handle this
Seeing you makes me die
Deep down inside of me
I just wanna be
Happy here with you
Chasing my dream
And we're free