Nixon - Holy Water Lyrics

Well, let's go
Let's face it then
F*ck it, I wear the mask of an anxious man
I feel like I'm not truly in command
I seem confident but I promise that I ain't that man
Nah, back in the days
I was good at sports, now I'm just lacking the pace
I quit music for a while, now I am back in the game
You sleep on me like you wanna get back to your bed
I'm awake now, let's do it
The same kind of music
But not the mainstream like you spit
I'm ashamed, 'bout to lose it
At the same time, the shoe fits
It's pay time, no snoozing
I got high and lows
The mountain is high, but I promise that I'll climb it though
Been at MSU, watching all my money go
It was f*cking dope, but now I feel I'm finally home

The sun was gone, but now it's finally shining
The sky is dark sometimes but now I'm fighting
I refuse to live in lonely darkness
I'll let my demons drink the holy water

Let's face it then
I need some space
Put me on a f*cking spaceship then
All these thoughts in my crazy head
I wanna stay in my brain
Fighting all my demons till I slay them dead
Rap is my medicine, rap is my remedy
Rap is a friend of me, helping me with all my enemies
I'm not depressed, I'm not a mess, you get the message, huh?
I've made sure that's something I'll never be
I see people wanna be what they aren't
Dreaming 'bout cars, believing it's all they need to be stars and
Leaving their pockets empty, leaving their wallets with pennies
Being dicks about money like it's a cost to be friendly
Maybe I should mind my own business
Maybe I should lie, and say hi, like homies... shit
Maybe I should cry, with both eyes, like "oh my"
Or maybe, just maybe I should own this shit (own this shit)

The sun was gone, but now it's finally shining
The sky is dark sometimes but now I'm fighting
I refuse to live in lonely darkness
I'll let my demons drink the holy water
The sun was gone, but now it's finally shining
The sky is dark sometimes but now I'm fighting
I refuse to live in lonely darkness
I'll let my demons drink the holy water