Niya Elan - Hold On Lyrics

What is it that I am holding on to
Tryna convince myself I don't want you
I want you
I want to
Leave it all in the past
And never turn back
Skeletons in my closet
Secrets in my veins
Time and time again
And it all ends the same
Just me and you
Alone
Just what we want
Won't make a move
You know
Cause we can't always get what we want
You're what I want
I never get what I want
So what is it that I am holding on to
Tryna convince myself I don't want you
I want you
Alone
With nowhere to go
Said that we both don't know what we gon' do
Time and place this go-round
Ain't our usual
It's unusual
Connection ain't some shit that I am used to
This is new news
Say you understand but baby do you
Cause I don't think you do
If you did then you'd help me out
'Stead of standing here
While I scream and shout
If you understood then you'd let me out
Let me out
What is it that you are holding on to
Drunk promises I made you are just old news
Say you make your choices then you don't choose
This is old news
You're just bad news
Say it's complicated
I don't think it is
I'm starting to hate this
Place we're in
You can call me jaded
I just don't forgive
You just don't forget
That's just how it is