NLG Rico - Deja Vu Lyrics

Look
Niggas don't even know I been fighting like
Real been at war in my head for a minute now
I don't know another to vent but through the music
I'ma lay it all out right here you hear me
This shit real life but
Sometimes I wish it was a dream

Lost B I was goin' insane
Missin' my brother
This shit not the same
I was right there when you died on the scene You told me to go but I ain't wanna leave

Since then, this shit got worse
So many Ls shit feel like a curse
Most of my brothers asleep in the dirt
You ain't lost what I lost in this life
I can merch

Deja Vu like I'm in a loophole
Tryna find an escape
I don't know where to go
Why y'all die on me nigga
Some shit I don't know
I give everything just to get back your soul

Back then, I ain't have what I need
I was lookin' for love
Lead me right to the streets
And this shit real life
But it felt like a dream
I'm missin' my brothers, I'm missin' my team

Look, Lil Kev he was only fourteen
Was a ride or die nigga
Did shit you ain't seen
Elite with that Glock, never needed a beam
He was that nigga, put niggas on screens

And Max, he was one of a kind
Niggas don't know what we did in that ride
Wasn't on the same page
And I blame it on pride
Wished we had talk when you was alive

Sit back, drop a tear about migo
Long live four you the neighborhood hero
Back in twenty ten when we started with zero Niggas don't know you the reason I'm here though

And you know I can't forget about Ahk
In that water, they know you a shark
Said it's smoke, I come like a hawk
They speak on your name
And I make shit spark
You really had on lock
I promise this shit ain't gon' stop
You know you was really my heart
A part of me died when they said you was shot

I don't know what to do with myself
I've been trap in my head
I been screamin' for help
I don't know how to cope, I don't know who to tell
I've been fighting ' these demons tryna drag me to hell
Ain't much that I really can take
Tryna be strong, but I'm ready to break
They think that I'm happy, I swear that it's fake How the f*ck do you love me and lie to my face

Deja Vu like I'm in a loophole
Tryna find an escape
I don't know where to go
Why y'all die on me nigga
Some shit I don't know
I give everything just to get back your soul

Back then, I ain't have what I need
I was lookin' for love
Lead me right to the streets
And this shit real life
But it felt like a dream
I'm missin' my brothers, I'm missin' my team

Long live the man nigga
Long live four
No lack
From the four to the Y
From the four to the Y
Nah