Everyone I Loved Video (MV)

I've been changing with my age and
These ain't phases, I'm still that nigga
But now, different things I used to care 'bout
Now just wear me out
Everything I love turns into dust

I try stop my brain when
Starts to fade away to new terrain
Try to catch myself when I (try to catch myself when I)
Keep complaining (wah)
Everyday I feel it changing me
Everything I loved now turns me off

I'm concerned
I'm concerned with
With the things I've learned
The things I've learned it's
A little bit
Disconcerting
Wish I never learned
Wish I never learned
Wish I never learned about
I can't never
Ever, ever
Trust my elders or my friends again
Everyone of them has let me down

I'm afraid that
I'm too jaded and
I'm impatient
I'm not waiting
And I'm chasing
Money, women, cash, pussy, racks, I need ass mmm
All my family I never call
I love 'em but we're drifting apart
But I know they're all having trouble
Understanding why I chose this route
Everyone of them has turned to dust

And I hope my folks still pray for my soul
Even though I strayed from it all
Will I get erased?
I don't want to fade all alone

And I hope my folks pray for my soul
Even though I strayed from it all
Will I get erased?
I don't want to fade into dust
I don't want to fade into dust