Snap Story Video (MV)

I doubt my worthiness thinkin' I'm not good enough
Wonder if you secretly wish I'd just give up
I'm caught in my own thoughts feelin' like a fool
But deep down I know that's not the rule
Maybe I'm just scared of what you really feel
But I'm holdin' on to hope I'm tryin' to keep it real
In my mind you might hate me but that's just my fear
I gotta trust my heart and hope you'll be near
So I'll keep waiting
I'm on your snapchat story caption says leaving beat back sorry

Man I just wanna talk with you
Why can't I just talk with you
This sucks yes it do
You were not here and if we're clear
It breaks my heart for a start
This shit breaks my heart
I see your smile in every frame
But it feels like I'm the only one to blame

The hours drag on the nights get long
Just wishing you'd reply to this lonely song
I'm story through your story lost in the view
Every second without you feels so blue
Waiting for your message longing for your touch
It's hard to face the fact that I miss you so much
Your actions hit harder with every post
I'm trying to be patient but it's a ghost

I'm stuck in this limbo it's tearing me apart
Wishing you were here to heal my heart
Yeah yeah oh yeah oh yeah
I see you all the time and not to see you feels like a crime
It's probably because I love you so much
And without your touch I might go nuts

I replay your moments they're stuck in my mind
Every second apart I feel like I'm losing time
I'm counting down the minutes though I can't hear your voice
Hoping that we'll reconnect and make the right choice
I'm story through your story lost in the view
Every second without you feels so blue
Waiting for your message longing for your touch
It's hard to face the fact that I miss you so much

Your actions hit harder with every post
I'm trying to be patient but it's a ghost
I'm stuck in this limbo it's tearing me apart
Wishing you were here to heal my heart
Take these midnight walks alone this city's dark and cold
The silence amplifies my thoughts it's taking its toll
Every shadow every sound it plays tricks on my mind
I'm walking through these empty streets wishing you'd rewind

The chill in the air the quiet's too loud
I'm shaking feeling lost but I keep pushing through the crowd
Obsessive thoughts creeping but I ain't brushing no side
Trying to stay hopeful but it's harder to hide
I wonder if you're thinking about me when you're out of sight
Or if I'm just a distant thought fading into the night
I try to stay distracted walking past the neon lights
But the echoes of your laughter keep me up at night

I'm caught between my hope and fears that won't relent
It's a battle in my mind and I don't know where it went
I'm holding on to memories to keep me from the fall
Hoping someone would reconnect and break down this wall
Oh yeah oh
I doubt my worthiness thinking I'm not good enough
Wonder if you secretly wish I'd just give up

I'm caught in my own doubts feeling like a fool
But deep down I know that's not the rule
Maybe I'm just scared of what you feel
But I'm holding on hope
Trying to keep it real
In my mind you might hate me but that's just my fear
I gotta trust my heart and I'll hope you feel me

I see you
I say hello
Push aside these doubts and let my true feelings show
In this lonely night I'll keep dreaming of the light
Hoping you'll see me

And everything will be just alright
I'm looking on your snapchat story