Noah Polk - J (Demo) Lyrics

I been through the rain and I been through some more
Trynna make it happen, keep my people close

The pain it cut too deep
Do you know what you did to me?
Everything that you hid from me
Thought your love was a gift to me
But it wasn't meant to happen
I can't force no action
Whole time you was acting and overreacting
You just looking for attention I don't give reactions
And when you post up on the gram I don't read the caption
I'm trynna put on for the fam so I don't be relaxing
My bro was stuck up in the jam I threw the cheese no taxing
I'm trynna sell out every stand and you won't see no capping
And when I say that I'm the man I really mean that caption

Your love wasn't real
What's the deal baby?
Tell me what's the deal
You not for real cause you lied to me
You wouldn't really ride for me
I really thought that you would die for me
All your feelings inside for me was fake
All your feelings inside for me was fate

I want your love I want your love
I want your trust I want your trust
I want your love that's all I want
But your love was not worth the pain though
And you got all these thoughts in my brain no
They won't escape from me

You did this to me so this must be the end
You did this to me
I don't want no revenge
You did this to me I can't make no amends
All this pain up on my chest that I had in
And I'm running out of breath but I live with
All this pain up on my chest that I stick with
And I'm running out of breath on a mission Cause I gotta make it
Told them all that I know imma make it
I won't fall I will ball you can't take it
You can't take it
I'm gonna make it
I'm gonna make it