[ Featuring Aries Phenix ]
I could've been dead and gone but I'm still here and breathin'
I Gotta thank the Lord for all the blessings I'm receiving
I remember when I was a step away from death
The next week I bounced back with none but my mama's help
I was dead ass broke, but now I'm doin' well
And I don't base my self-value on these Gucci belts
And I ain't been sleeping much, my mama told me to take it slow
But I would rather not sleep than go back to sleeping on the floor
It's crazy cause last week the love of my life said I wasn't good enough
This week my friend stole the stash that he seen me putting up
And I just checked my pockets like damn, and a nigga's rent is up
I ain't giving in but sometimes I feel like giving up
They say the rain always comes before the rainbow
I ain't good with luck I need an angel with a halo
Cause I done seen all the pain and the drama
I had a conversation with my mama and she was like...
The worst comes right before the best
Well I'm goin' through hell I can't wait to see what's next
I'm runnin' out of faith like is this all a test
Caught up at the crossroads is it right or left- left?
My mind sitting sideways like T.I.'s fitted
The devil sold me heavens hotline for 5 senses
Seeing the world with blind eyes for the first time
Reverse your paradigm in search of Anaheim
It ain't bout who you kill, it's who you kill for
My verses paint the bigger picture like the billboards
Animated- Fillmore, hit the stage, and kill tours
Let go of friends that wanna chill instead of build more
Yep! I guess they call this growing up
This is what they mean you'll understand when you old enough
They said to watch for Harvey Dents cause these niggas is two face
Can't unlock her iPhone cause bitches is two face
I don't give two f*cks neither
My dick's long as Chris Brown's album Deez nuts featured
Ho, we crush speakers tell these lil' kids its bedtime
Feels good to be alive while meeting these deadlines
The worst comes right before the best
Well I'm goin' through hell I can't wait to see what's next
I'm runnin' out of faith like is this all a test
Caught up at the crossroads is it right or left- left?
