Noble King - Guilty Lyrics

I would drop a hundred bands on you
If it means you understand
Just how much that I love you
Just how much that I want you
You been dreaming lately
When you used to call me baby
But now we separated
And now I'm feeling hated
There's someone in the middle
And you feeling obligated
What's the deal with that?
Where's your feelings at?
I remember how I'd tell a joke and you would laugh
I just wanna go back to the times that we would have
Sitting in the bed having simple conversations
Saying how we'd make through any complications
But now we're stumped by this simple altercation
I just wanna see flourish to the flower that you're meant to be
I want you to know how much that you really meant to me
You were like a nicotine
I can't help but breathe it in
But now I'm on your block list
How could you get rid of me?
All I got is KK, and Espe, and Jelli Bean
They know the pain, and yet they wanna stick with me
While you posting pictures knowing they would get to me
Why is it seeming that you really aren't getting me?
I just wanna know
How could you let me go?
How could you let me go?
I drown in my tears when I hear your name
You wanted to be friends but it's not the same
Cuz we connected in a way that I can't explain
And I know that you'll hear this and you'll take the blame
There's no blame to take
You had your reasons
You can't be alone so it's always cuffing season
Maybe you'll change your mind, nah forget it
Maybe he was better than me, and I get it
I think your dreams are saying something and you just don't get
Maybe you don't wanna
Maybe you just hate it
Sorry if it sounds like I'm getting really blatant
I think I need to rest, I'll finish writing later
I'm just running in circles and it's getting old
I ain't tryna keep you long, but you need to know
That I'm here to talk when you need it
And that I'll heal your wounds when you bleeding
11 months have past
With a future hard to grasp
A year went by too fast
With a broken heart, no cast
Maybe? Maybe it's this
I fell too deep, but I couldn't resist
Cuz a smile like yours gave me real true bliss
Serenity was on your lips
That's my fault
It was in Bri's car
You gave me a look, like we couldn't stall
So I made a move and that's all it took
But I had no clue that you had me too
I tried my best to be the man you needed
But I guess there's things we can't believe in
Like I couldn't believe that you'd end up leaving
But you ended up leaving