Alone with my thoughts
They're tearing me
Apart
Oh
I try hold
With what left of my heart
But
Through all of this pain
And all of this laughter
All that i gave
Did it all matter
Through all the silence
And all of the tears
All of the times
I ran out in fear
Did it all matter
I'm losing hope
Where did all of my time go
I'm losing my mind
Is it all over
I wasted my time
No longer sober
Where did it all go wrong
Was it something i did
A lapse in my judgment
The fact that i hid
Who the f*ck does that
I know its all my fault
Alone with my thoughts
They're tearing me
Apart
Oh
I try hold
With what left of my heart
But
Through all of this pain
And all of this laughter
All that i gave
Did it all matter
Through all the silence
And all of the tears
All of the times
I ran out in fear
Did it all matter