NOOSE - There Is a Difference Lyrics

I got nowhere to hide I got nowhere to run
This calloused flesh It's covered in blood
Still trying to find solace With sores on my feet
But I've run out of breath And my body is weak
I spare your feelings When I lie through my teeth
I said I'm doing good When I'm soaking in grief
This guilt that I feel it's consuming me
I'm just worried about you I don't give a f*ck about me
So mark all my words They're carved into my skin
I'm Drowning in vices I'm living in sin
So mark all my words They're carved into my skin
Still tryna climb out of this rut that I'm in
But these open wounds that I have
I can't seem to fill them
I regret my part in Wash me from my sins
I'm calloused, I'm not tough There is a difference
I'm pitied, I'm not loved There is a difference
You're lying beside me but I feel the distance
Alone because I've burnt all my bridges
Sensitive to the touch or can't seem to feel shit
A fine line between this my walls fall to pieces
I got nowhere to hide I got nowhere to run
This calloused flesh It's covered in blood
Still trying to find solace With sores on my feet
But I've run out of breath And my body is weak
I spare your feelings When I lie through my teeth
I said I'm doing good When I'm soaking in grief
This guilt that I feel it's consuming me
I'm just worried about you I don't give a f*ck about me
So mark all my words They're carved into my skin
I'm Drowning in vices I'm living in sin
So mark all my words They're carved into my skin
Still tryna climb out of this rut that I'm in
But these open wounds that I have
I can't seem to fill them
I regret my part in Wash me from my sins
I'm calloused, I'm not tough There is a difference
I'm pitied, I'm not loved There is a difference
You're lying beside me but I feel the distance
Alone because I've burnt all my bridges
Sensitive to the touch or can't seem to feel shit
A fine line between this my walls fall to pieces