Norphlet - Fingers Crossed Lyrics

Wake up homeless
In a house of brittle leaves
This trembling palace
In a land that feels abandoned
Where the wind speaks like it's shouting

I've been thinking 'bout how we don't know where we go when we go
I don't wanna be the last in tow
Stranded at the end of the line
I wanna trade in all my lessons and my memories
I wanna buy us both a trip home

Spend my days here slowly wasting
Not my old self, constant changeling
I've been doubting, sometimes straying
Fingers crossed, but I've been praying

I've been thinking 'bout how we don't know where we go when we go
All we want is just a chance to reap the fruit of all the seeds that we've sown
I wanna meet you in the garden of infinity
I wanna watch the light wash over me

I saw you in the yard today
But every time that I got too close
You flew away
Or opened up my mouth to speak
You were gone before I got that far
And I know it's not for keeps but it still stings

It's getting clearer in almost every single way
That you're here for me to see
Not for me to save, and that's okay