Spendin' nights laid awake
Stress too much - I can't take
Feeling kinda numb today
Sun shinin' - catch my ray
Wishing you ain't passed away
Feelings that I stashed away
Figure I'm about to break
That's why I wrote a rap today
Woke up feelin' kinda numb
Levels down low, think I need to catch some sun
Can't fall back into drugs
All I got is what's left of a broken back
And a little bit of love
Just a little bit
Can't help that the stress callin'
I know I'm a mess darlin'
Not one with self harmin'
Unless you count the sex
Personally think that I may be depressed
But don't have the guts or the funds to take the next step
Hope I don't spend all my time
One day
Just to have realize that I wasted it on the next
You felt the vibe and know I keep the best
A little crazy in the head, please don't think less
Of me -
Unless you can see - something I'm my own self that remains to be seen
Still waiting for the remains to be seen
Lie down brother, we'll take the weight, suspend you 6 feet
Crack a couple drinks, smoke a little weed
Honestly
Don't know what I need
Maybe a down bitch
Maybe ecstasy
Maybe a vest on me
Go off shootin', it's be soothing, if I left my life in ruins, and let the bullets rip
Till there's nothing left to me
All my lessons set me free
Will you ever mention me
Know how that ascension be
Studio - sessions free
It's Kinda true, when you down you notice just how beautiful those blessings be
Woke up feelin' kinda numb
Said my Levels down low, think I need to catch some sun
Can't fall back into drugs
All I got is what's left of a broken back, and a little bit of love
Woke up feelin' kinda numb
Levels down low, think I need to catch some sun
Can't fall back into drugs
All I got is what's left of a broken back, and a little bit of love