Not A Magician - Frostbite Lyrics

Is it selfish of me to want more than ever could be
Just a shell drifting through the darkness
Only a dream
Floating through my life just like the dust
It's all so suffocating
My heart so cold
Can I be warm again someday?
Or will I lose all feeling?
Tell me where to find you
Drowning here
Slowly numbed and frozen over
Alone now I feel so weak
Still searching for a feeling
This glacier in my chest drifting lonely and depressed
This bitterness I can't take
If I thawed, what would I break?
Dark clouds are taking over me
Will I ever see the clear blue skies?
My heart so cold
Can I be warm again someday?
Tell me where to find you
Drowning here
I'm so lost
Slowly numbed and frozen over
Alone now I feel so weak
So weak
Tell me, am I happier out there?
Will my empty chest always be hollow at best?
Feeling eclipsed
Do I really exist?
Or was it just a dream
Will I ever see clear blue skies?
Tell me where to find you
I'm drowning here
I'm so lost
Slowly numbed and frozen over
Alone now I feel so weak
So weak
Tell me, am I happier out there?
Will my empty chest always be hollow at best?
Feeling eclipsed
Do I really exist?
Or was it just a dream
Will I ever feel with an empty chest?
Was it hollow at best?
Am I happier?
Is anything real?
Is it just a dream?