Novelty Addiction - Dries Lyrics

I was in the bathroom when my cab called
Got back home put a hole through the drywall
Gently my eyes recede into my skull
Next day don't remember nothin' at all
Short term brain-dead, y'all

My make-up dries
My family cries
But I still lie
Say its alright
Can't stand the silence
Fix my eyes
On the haze of the nightlight

I think I've lost my sense of smell
This nose of mine, it doesn't work so well
You think I look good? Baby you ain't seen my soul
Nineteen with dreams of dirty rock and roll
Shit I got nowhere else to go

Please, why don't you like me?
How could you, I'm worse than you
I know it but I hide it in deep inside and in between the polar sides of me
Playing make believe until my body atrophies and cannot feed this enemy