Novelty Addiction - Hair Lyrics

Life ain't always what you thought it would be
Not enough hope to match the misery
But things are funny that way
You always helped me get through every day
And at times it gets me by
Seeing the color of your eyes in everything
The day-to-day can be torture
But that's not all you're missing

I keep wakin' up, wakin' up
I keep wakin' up to your hair
I'm still wakin' up, wakin' up
I keep wakin' up to find your hair

The confusion of loss, the distraction of shame
The loss of sleep as I whisper your name
And I try to imagine what you'd look like
If you hadn't gone and left us all bent up this way
Looking at my mind's conception
But all I see is decay

I keep wakin' up, wakin' up
I keep wakin' up to find your hair
I'm still wakin' up, wakin' up
I keep wakin' up to find your hair
Don't turn away, don't turn away
From the grey
Don't turn away, don't turn away
From the grey

And I keep waking up... to your hair

I keep wakin' up, wakin' up
I keep wakin' up to your hair
I'm still wakin' up, wakin' up
I keep wakin' up to find your hair
Don't turn away, don't turn away
From the grey
Don't keep walking away
Don't keep walking away
Don't walk away

Why do I keep waking up?