Broken trust I can't avoid it
I can't be loved I can't afford it
Cause' every night's a nightmare I can never sleep
Haunted by your face and what you did to me
You're heavy on my chest and now I'm barely breathing
You dance in my head with the worst of my regrets
And I count every step cause the past won't let me rest
I'm tired, I'm tired
You know how to run me down
But I know better, I know better
You still f*ck me up somehow
I know better, I know better now
Did you break me or did you break my heart
Every shoulder's getting colder
Is it me or New York? Yeah
Is it worth it to keep pressing my luck?
Cause I can't sever the ties if they're still tangled in knots
Every night's a nightmare I can never sleep
Haunted by your face and what you did to me
You're heavy on my chest and now I'm barely breathing
You dance in my head with the worst of my regrets
And I count every step cause the past won't let me rest
I'm tired, I'm tired
You know how to run me down
But I know better, I know better
You still f*ck me up somehow
I know better, I know better now
Painful memories, I can't cope
Open wounds I can't close
I lose hope, I lose hope
Yeah on and on it goes
Painful memories, I can't cope
Open wounds I can't close
I lose hope, I lose hope
You know how to run me down
But I know better, I know better
You still f*ck me up somehow
You dance in my head with the worst of my regrets
And I count every step cause the past won't let me rest
I'm tired, I'm tired
You know how to run me down
But I know better, I know better
You still f*ck me up somehow
I know better, I know better now
You know how to run me down
You still f*ck me up somehow
But I know better now