I'm starting to break down again
Surrounded by so many faces, they're all running different races
And I'm stuck in my place
Paralysis embrace me
This devil has her way with me
Tortured, disposed of, useless in this solace
Note to myself, I'm going to cut you out of me
I took this curse thats consumed me, before I even knew who I was
Before you judge me take a look in my eyes, and tell me if you find a sane man inside
My mind is a real dark dark place
I can only feel my heartbeat race
I cant seem to remember my own name
I can only remember all of my shame
My death wish isn't for attention to my fate, simply for peace, only to which some can relate
Tortured, disposed of, useless in this solace
Note to myself, I'm going to cut you out of me
I took this curse thats consumed me, before I even knew who I was
I'm starting to break down again