Resist that overwhelming urge
To lie, in your bed, and give up all you've earned
It feels like no matter what I cannot handle
This misanthropy that's consuming me
When I fell from my throne, I knew not where to go
For my heart will not rest lest these sins I atone
Look into my eyes, and remind me of lies
I whispered just so I could sleep at night
And all this time, I said you're mine
A curse to bear for countless times
A trait I held so deep inside
To hide its face from watchful eyes
Once bitterly built to please
I watched the world turn it's back on me
Now I wait, far away
To see what else that life could take
It's been so long, since I realized where I am
I stood, and embraced my first descent
My inner demons, my only fatal foe
This apathy lies in the wounds made long ago
I know you can see, the storm within me
I stand my ground now, I have to hold out
The fortunes I see are too shrouded in doubt
And all severed ties, that I left behind
I resent the reasons which I let die
And all this time, I said you're mine
A curse to bear for countless times
A trait I held so deep inside
To hide its face from watchful eyes
So don't deny, it's my life
And I can't bear to live and lie
I throw away this masquerade
And speak in words lay torn with hate