Nuce - Spaceship Lyrics

For too long I been killin the beats
Not long enough
Not on a billboard
Gettin skinny again
My watch is fallin right off my wrist
My time is slippin away
No I won't sit and decay
No I won't sip, won't fade
But this blissfulness got me bored
Yeah
Felt more alive when I wanted to die
Guess death reminded me that I'm breathing
Well now I'm just like weaving in and out
And it's so easy
I was living comfortably numb
But now I feel everything
Why is happiness teasing me
Is this really the reason?
Rocked with the fiends
And lost my dreams
And hopped out the scene
And got what I needed
But I'm stumped
Nothing giving my heart no pump
Dawg this blissfulness too easy
Locked on a balcony
Talked with a falcon
He taught me to stop my thoughts with drugs
Im feeling like I need some
I been through too much alchemy
Water to wine
Wine into to water
I oughta be fine
I wanna slaughter a bottle of vodka
Don't wanna meet god
I just wanna meet my daughter
Man I gotta be blind
Not to be tempted by all the shine
I remember the warmth inside
My future looking bright
For too long I been killin the beats
Not long enough
Not on a billboard
Gettin skinny again
My watch is fallin right off my wrist
My time is slippin away
No I won't sit and decay
No I won't sip, won't fade
But this blissfulness got me bored
Yeah
Felt more alive when I wanted to die
Guess death reminded me that I'm breathing
Well now I'm just like weaving in and out
And it's so easy
I was living comfortably numb
But now I feel everything
Why is happiness teasing me
Is this really the reason?
The whole thing that I been chasing
This whole time that I been wastin
This whole thing I need escaping from is really my vacation
We need a conversation
Me and miss communication
Missing cruisin a spaceship
Lately views ain't too amazin
Yeah