Come up in my memories
Snapchat let's me think it's a treasury
Laughter feels like a sedative
Cause you're in my head again
Crying in the rain
Hashtag sad boy hours
Laughing in the pain
Hashtag awake at all hours
Smiling through my shame
Hashtag sun and flowers
Cold showers keep me conscious
But my heart beats hollow
Distracting me from myself
But my laughter is shallow
Cause you cut deep
And you know it's peak
The fact that I dwell
The fact that I'm suspended in emotional hell
And you laugh while I cry in my shell
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
It's been a year now but I'm perpetually bitter
Cause i never really took you for a quitter
But I bear the brunt of your assault
That smile I have is just a front
Tore through my friendships cause we have mutuals
And the friendship we had was truly beautiful
But I just found out that you blame it all on me, huh
Issues of last year made me a martyr
Lack of communication made me a firestarter
I didn't like the person you made me
You helped destroy the last year of my degree
I really hope you're happy, I really do
And I hope youre happy with your number one boo
But, I don't want to get into characters and attack
Cause I promised to be civil and I'm not a scathing cat
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
It just sucks that I'm still here mourning against my will
If I could, I'd throw these feelings off a hill
But this constant battle of heart and brain
Doesn't stop the pain
It's just a bad time
And I know that I'll be fine
With this changing season
I have more than a few reason s
To be floating in the blue
And just to name a few
My declining mental health
Trying to make my own wealth
Burying a friend, reaching some dead-ends
But anyways I know that I'll heal
I was just handed a bad deal
This feels worse than a breakup
I can admit that, yup
But I'm better off without you
And I guess I'm glad that we're through
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
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Come up in my memories
Snapchat let's me think it's a treasury
Laughter feels like a sedative
Cause you're in my head again
Crying in the rain
Hashtag sad boy hours
Laughing in the pain
Hashtag awake at all hours
Smiling through my shame
Hashtag sun and flowers
Cold showers keep me conscious
But my heart beats hollow
Distracting me from myself
But my laughter is shallow
Cause you cut deep
And you know it's peak
The fact that I dwell
The fact that I'm suspended in emotional hell
And you laugh while I cry in my shell
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
It's been a year now but I'm perpetually bitter
Cause i never really took you for a quitter
But I bear the brunt of your assault
That smile I have is just a front
Tore through my friendships cause we have mutuals
And the friendship we had was truly beautiful
But I just found out that you blame it all on me, huh
Issues of last year made me a martyr
Lack of communication made me a firestarter
I didn't like the person you made me
You helped destroy the last year of my degree
I really hope you're happy, I really do
And I hope youre happy with your number one boo
But, I don't want to get into characters and attack
Cause I promised to be civil and I'm not a scathing cat
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
It just sucks that I'm still here mourning against my will
If I could, I'd throw these feelings off a hill
But this constant battle of heart and brain
Doesn't stop the pain
It's just a bad time
And I know that I'll be fine
With this changing season
I have more than a few reason s
To be floating in the blue
And just to name a few
My declining mental health
Trying to make my own wealth
Burying a friend, reaching some dead-ends
But anyways I know that I'll heal
I was just handed a bad deal
This feels worse than a breakup
I can admit that, yup
But I'm better off without you
And I guess I'm glad that we're through
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
Snapchat let's me think it's a treasury
Laughter feels like a sedative
Cause you're in my head again
Crying in the rain
Hashtag sad boy hours
Laughing in the pain
Hashtag awake at all hours
Smiling through my shame
Hashtag sun and flowers
Cold showers keep me conscious
But my heart beats hollow
Distracting me from myself
But my laughter is shallow
Cause you cut deep
And you know it's peak
The fact that I dwell
The fact that I'm suspended in emotional hell
And you laugh while I cry in my shell
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
It's been a year now but I'm perpetually bitter
Cause i never really took you for a quitter
But I bear the brunt of your assault
That smile I have is just a front
Tore through my friendships cause we have mutuals
And the friendship we had was truly beautiful
But I just found out that you blame it all on me, huh
Issues of last year made me a martyr
Lack of communication made me a firestarter
I didn't like the person you made me
You helped destroy the last year of my degree
I really hope you're happy, I really do
And I hope youre happy with your number one boo
But, I don't want to get into characters and attack
Cause I promised to be civil and I'm not a scathing cat
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
It just sucks that I'm still here mourning against my will
If I could, I'd throw these feelings off a hill
But this constant battle of heart and brain
Doesn't stop the pain
It's just a bad time
And I know that I'll be fine
With this changing season
I have more than a few reason s
To be floating in the blue
And just to name a few
My declining mental health
Trying to make my own wealth
Burying a friend, reaching some dead-ends
But anyways I know that I'll heal
I was just handed a bad deal
This feels worse than a breakup
I can admit that, yup
But I'm better off without you
And I guess I'm glad that we're through
Letting you go despite the pain
I bear no ill-will, that's no lie
I hate that you disappeared, for shame
I'm the one left in the rain
Writer: Anusha Subashkaran
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