Nvder - In Our Minds Lyrics

My heart is racing
My mind is playing
My bodies shaking
I'm always changing
Don't feel complacent
To scared to face it
Hit for vacation
Infects a nation and still
No one ever thinks that what these kids is saying is f*ckin real
And so we go on thinking that no one can help us
And friends and family don't think that there's a problem they tell us (it's in our minds)
And I'm hoping for change
I think I'm going insane
I know to many people out here feeling the same

Maybe I aint as strong
Or maybe I should just fold
Maybe I'll write a song and just try let people know
Lately I've been real lost
I wanna be left alone
Lately I've been exhausted and I just wanna go home

Mind most active at night
My chest is feeling real tight
Depression the moving car and I'm stuck in the headlights
I tell myself I'm alright
I tell myself I'll be fine
And I know that my God got me but it's still stuck in my mind
And I take this burden to bed
I can't clear my head
When i go to sleep I wish I'm dead
Woke up from my dream, I had used the lead
Told the doctor no more meds
Not upset
I'm depressed
Feel like I'm being possessed
Demons always haunt me I've been trying to yell and scream
I wish this life I was living was all a bad dream
I'm sorry
Sorry I overreact and, sorry to my friends and family I know I'm a burden
I'm sorry for actions
Actions that led you to stay up at night and then question if you'll see a casket
Or only see me in pictures on walls
I think I'm losing my grip Imma fall
Think about happy times I can't recall
I feel like I'm going out my mind
No motivation to try to climb
Feeling worse now cause I'm coming down
Get me high again so I can fly
The saddest shit is so true
I think I'm ready to meet God
My lips starting to turn blue
This is my final goodbye
This is my final goodbye
This is my final goodbye
My final goodbye
Now I can finally fly

Maybe I ain't as strong
Or maybe I should just fold
Maybe I'll write a song and just try to let people know
Lately I've been real lost I want to be left alone
Lately I've been exhausted and I just want to go home

I wrote these rhymes for you
I took my time for you
There's Godlines for you
I'm a lifeline for you
I'm the voice for the voiceless
Spoken words that were unspoken
This is for the kids who still feel like they broken yeah
This for the kids that felt like there was no way out
This for the kids that had to fight their way out
I'm just giving different views
This shit should be on the news
But you really pulled through
And I'm so damn proud of you yea
And I know how cruel this world can be it feels so damn cold
It's so sad to see the nicest peoples lives be controlled
But you ain't gotta face this life head on your own
This for the depressed and anxious this their stories untold