Nvdxr - Self-Destruction Lyrics

I love her but I know I am in pain
This is self-destruction this is pain
I want her but I know I cannot change
This is self-destruction this is pain

I've suffered all alone
Most my life yeah I know
I am cut to the bone
Most my pain I can't show
Mostly tainted my soul
I am breaking below
A smile that I show
Just to get you to know
Nothing keeps me afloat
Drowning I am chained
To the bottom and can't
Ever save myself from this
The angels will die
Watch them fall from the sky

I love her but I know I am in pain
This is self-destruction this is pain
I want her but I know I cannot change
This is self-destruction this is pain

I wish I was stronger
Can't take this much longer
Just give up I want to
Run away from this
Feeling of dread
I can't seem to forget
When I see you regret
Seems to take me to this
Dream I was the same
As all of you here
I can never change
So I guess I can't remain
The angels will die
Watch them fall from the sky

I love her but I know I am in pain
This is self-destruction this is pain
I want her but I know I cannot change
This is self-destruction this is pain