I'll be in your head when you find me dead
You never cared, you just played pretend
So in the end when there's nothing left
Remember all the shit I said
Hold my f*ckin' breath
There's nothing in my chest
But smoke from cigarettes
And stark regret
Newport Menthol 100's
I hate my life
Yeah, I feel like nothing
F*cked up at the function
I can't even function
I was waitin' on something
And I turned into nothing
It doesn't matter to me at all
I'm going backwards, it f*cks me off
I'll try to fly but I'll just fall
I wish I never got involved
Our love was chemical but my hearts digital
I saw you standing there in my peripheral
You're irresistible, I'm f*ckin' pitiful
You hardly talk to me, you keep it minimal
I'll just run away and change my f*ckin' name
I hate my f*ckin' face, just put me in the grave
It'll never change, it makes me go insane
These drugs'll take the pain
And make it go away
I just feel so f*cked
I cough up hella blood
I said we're still in love
But you don't give a f*ck
Our love was chemical
But my heart's digital
I saw you standin' there in my peripheral
Our love was chemical
(But my heart's digital)
Our love was chemical
In my Overdxse jeans
Nodding off on the scene of a crime
There is blood on my mind
And I wean off the drugs
But relapse all the time
I go back to f*cked up
All I know is the mud
All I know is to geek
All I know is your love
All I know is a week from now I'll be gone
In my Overdxse
I'm eating oreos
You at the glory hole, suckin' chodes
Bitch I'm immortal, I'm who she chose
And you don't know
You don't know
You don't know
You don't know
You don't know
You don't know
You don't know
You don't know shit