nvr nvmbr - feel my pain Lyrics

I'll make sure that you're wide awake
So you feel the pain
I feel it everyday
Soon you'll feel the same

Yeah, I know you don't feel me
The smoke from cigarettes is gon' kill me
Look in my eyes, you don't know me
I'm sick of everything, it's below me

I need an escape
Drugs can't numb my pain
I never feel safe
I think that I'm insane

I saw you standin' there in the moonlight
It made me feel okay but in hindsight
I should've known better
Yeah, I shouldn't have let her

Get a foot in the door
What do you take me for?
I'm startin' to hate that whore
I shake and I ache some more

Baby, I know you need me
But you're gettin' too greedy
You're so f*ckin' deceiving
I'm alive but they're grieving

I ain't even done bleeding
Bitch, I make it look easy
Yeah, I make it look easy

I scream my pain to the wind
You write my name in your skin
And now I miss you again
It's something I won't forget
But I'll keep playin' pretend

Every time that I look in the mirror
I see a shell of a man
Riddled and crippled with fear

Yeah, I know you don't feel me
The smoke from cigarettes is gon' kill me
Look in my eyes, you don't know me
I'm sick of everything, it's below me

I'll make sure that you're wide awake
So you feel the pain