Nvthy - Scared Lyrics

Hey my mans how you doing? (doing)
I've been watching you for a while (for a while)
So I thought it's time to pick up the phone and let you know what's on my mind (on my mind)
Cause I'm scared you never gone get to me and you gone lost in time (time)
Get lost in time (get lost in time)
I know you been drinking lately way too much and pressure in this area might just seem forced (yeah)
Procrastinating, pushing shit you should done to shit till it don't get done (yeah)
Say you working hard but hardly working
Sitting down watching vids of bitches twerking
Lie to everybody else but you can't lie to yourself and you know that's for certain (yeah)
Your ego getting to damn big (big)
You gotta push your pride aside (side)
So many problems you can't fix
Nigga just ask for help it's alright (alright)
I know you been stumbling a lot lately (yeah)
Gotta pick yourself back up (alright)
And you know this race is far from over
So you gotta finish to get to the top

You've been trinna hold on to me for too long (yeah yeah yeah)
You outta place but you acting like you might belong (yeah yeah yeah )
You don't play the game you just trinna to play along (play along)
You weak as f*ck but you out here acting like you strong (like you strong)
Making all the same mistakes that I made back then (yeah yeah)
Back when I used tell myself you ain't coming any further than the backend
And I act a fool and mama hada hit me with the back hand of her left hand
But I caught that mid-air with my right hand (right)
With my right hand (yeah)
Got too many skeletons living all in your closet (yeah yeah yeah)
Got so much baggage that you don't wanna unpack it (yeah yeah yeah)
Trinna please everybody (no)
You be trinna do the most (most)
Counting other people's pockets (pockets)
Never content with your own (no)
Better switch up quick (quick quick quick quick quick)

Truth about it I'm scared
I ain't scared of nothing
Only thing I'm scared of is myself
I'm Scared
Scared I might get it right all right
Scared that I might be the one
Scared that she might be the one
Have me a daughter or son
You can see it my eyes (eyes)
Turmoil on the inside
Dilated eyes never cry
Sometimes I feel static
Never ever feel dynamic
Other times moving at the speed of light
Shit really feel like magic (magic)
Well I've said things, seen things and done and done things I really proud of
I've lost faith, lost dreams, lost hope and moved where the crowd was
I've been stupid, been dumb, been careless with my finances
Had a lot of opportunities but I never took any chances
Maybe I don't think I'm good enough
Or maybe I don't wanna give it all
Cause really have nothing to give at all
Maybe I don't think I'm not good enough
Or maybe I don't wanna give it all
Cause I really have nothing to give at all
Yeah