I wake up, I still feel the same
This hurt inside, it won't go away
Open my eyes, stare into space
Gotta make it through another day
Missed calls, unanswered texts
Pushing away, my closest friends
I don't know why, I'm this way
I hate this feeling, I hate this pain
Shadows they follow me
Sadness it hollows me
Emptiness swallows me
Gotta get this cloud up off of me
Gotta get this cloud up off of me
Gotta get this cloud up off of me
This is not me, I am not myself
I feel like I am someone else
So many questions run through my head
Gotta get better, this is not the end
But... where do I begin
I'm... really struggling
I'm... lost among the lies
My... days turn into nights
Its 3am
And I'm still awake
All my worries too much
For me to shake
Hate this feeling, Hate this pain
Hate this feeling, Hate this pain
Hate this feeling, Hate this pain
Hate this feeling, Hate this pain
These shadows they follow me
This sadness it hollows me
This emptiness swallows me
Gotta get this cloud up off me, off me
Gotta get this cloud up off me