Otep - Blowtorch Nightlight Lyrics

I've slept in the depths of the Devil's bed
I've risen from the prison in my head
To find you
To find you
Waiting to be fed...
To find you
To find you
The one who made me sick!!

I've slept in the depths of the Devil's bed!
I've risen from the prison in my head!
To find you!
To find you!
Waiting to be fed!...
To find you!
To find you!
The one who made me sick!!

Eyes..
White & blind as a spider's egg
Alabaster bones...

A house..
Burned in a clearing
Forest for miles along the slope..

The way you shape
This world of hate
You make
Me f*cking crazy!!!

You make me f*cking crazy!!!!!...

Blinding cold
& casket black..
A river flows somewhere below...
I stood in hooded silhouette..
& murmured sermons to my soul...

The way you blame me
The way you shame me
You make me f*cking crazy!!!

You make me f*cking crazy!!!!...

A corpse in the doorway
Dried to leather..
The floorboards buckle & groan
Moonlight drifts in & over me..
As I descend the cellar stairs alone...

The bunker is walled with concrete blocks
Empty rooms, iron cots..
Whispered curses & broken prayers
Children roasting like pigs over open fires...

BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!

Do you wanna see? Do you wanna see?
What I've done??
What I've done??
What I've become??

I'm just like you, unthinking brute!
I'm the bruise that never heals!
I'm the swing that breaks
& frees the screams.
You make me f*cking crazy!!!

The way you complain
About the pain
You make me f*cking crazy!

You make me f*cking crazy!!!

BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!

These 3 words...

F*CK
YOU
FOREVER!!!

I've slept in the depths of the Devil's bed!
To find you!
To find you!
You f*cking piece of shit!!!

The way you complain
About the pain
You make me f*cking crazy!!!

The way you rape my mental state
You make me f*cking crazy!!!

BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!
BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!
BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!
BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!