O2dr - Feelings on Facetime Lyrics

Really starting to pay attention to the fact that
The things that a lot of women say they want in a relationship
They don't always respond well to
Like the more you care
The less they do
And vice versa
You had some feelings, I saw it
I messed around and I caught it
When we go up
We go way, way up
When we go down I hit bottom
When we go down I hit bottom
Swear I'm not being perverted
(I'm not)
You didn't see I was hurting
(You didn't)
You didn't mean it, I'm certain
Life sentences
(Sum')
Death sentences
(Anything)
Somebody read me a verdict
(Please!)
I am in need of a word
From God or from you
I really need it, it's urgent
Actually a whole paragraph would be better!
(Look)
I'm not trying to be fed up
(Listen)
Smile tho I feel terrible
(Learn)
Coworker like what's wrong?
Like I'm really gon tell her!
I was hoping for a message
A WhatsApp or IG or Fedex
A "what's up" from you really would be ideal
Instead of cancellation for a thing
We had been planning for a few weeks now
Of all the reasons you'd break silence
This the reason you reach out?
To cancel plans with no explanation
(Wow)
Then go back to a state of silence
And I thought winters in Philly was chilly but wait..
I go to bed, tossing and turning
Just rolling around in my feelings
(On God)
Tryna get over a cold and emotions
Is something I don't wanna deal with
(On God)
Tryna get over a cold
And emotions
At the same time
On bed rest
In a dark room
With my feelings on FaceTime
Whoa!
You doing what you gotta do
You just really tryna maintain
I'm over here wondering why I'm not doing the same thing
I wasn't playing safe
Coz I really thought this was a safe place
Even tho unsafe places is the reason why I had my guard up in the first place
Look
You threw some feelings around
I messed around and caught em
I wasn't messing around tho
Everything I did was solemn
Everything I said was so you'd never have to wonder if I'm really solid
Now I'm feeling like I said way too much
And I'm really sorry I did
But everything works out
Even if everything doesn't
So even if things don't work out between us
Just know you inspired me to get back to my poetic side
(Just know this)
Just know that in time
(You're gonna be fine)
You're gonna be fine
(Yea)
We're gonna be fine
Look
I was cool when I was all alone
With no one to like
Caught feelings
And these are feelings
That no one should fight
I took some of my walls down
Just to show you inside
(On God)
Honestly I felt less vulnerable stoic and quiet
Yea
Yea I should prolly go back to being that guy
Even tho in hind sight
All of this was just my intuition telling me that sum was off
I just didn't know how to respond to it
I guess I didn't
I guess I didn't really trust it
Or I didn't wanna believe it
In any case tho
Your intuition should never be ignored