Low Again Video (MV)

I've been thinking to myself
Why the f*ck I worry about everybody else
No one asks about me
So no one cares about me
Right
I've been staring at myself in the mirror
Tryna see the bigger picture
With the image blurry I get worried that I'm never gonna see
Right
Left alone with the mixture
Of both sides
Left right
Logical emotions
Just might
Make me stop breathing, inhale quick, dont mind
The exhale, just hold it to feel it inside
Now breathe out
Feel high
I bet you do
Don't lie
Now is it hitting you harder than it did before
I guess it's the T-break that you had ignored
Now I'm high
Taken by the wind
And then later you know
When it wears off
Guess what
I'm low again
I only got myself and my parents
Speak to our creator to please bless their souls
So I'm on a low again
Seeing people staring at my eyes
Like windows
Revealing it all
F*ck it
I might as well be lucid borderline
Invisible
Clear and obvious that obee is unusual
So he hides, in all the clouds of smoke he makes
So he tries, but trying turns into mistakes
Now I'm high
Taken by the wind
And then later you know
When it wears off
Guess what
I'm low again
Said I'm not addicted but it clearly seems habitual
Doing it so frequently it's basically a ritual
The weight put on my eyes starts affecting all my visuals
Impeded, defeated, a low end individual
Said that I would kick it, but I'm sick of my sobriety
How could I stop taking something masking my anxiety
Sativa and indica, growing on silica, elevate my society
Check the labels on my Drugs, I smoke a Variety
If I was high
I would fly
I would open up my wings and never dive
I would never fall again another time
Marijuana living on inside my mind
But I'm low, and it shows
I don't really have a place I wanna go
I no longer have a place I call a home
I don't understand exactly why I'm low
Now I'm high
Taken by the wind
And then later you know, when it wears off
Guess what, I'm low again