OCTAVIO - 4letterword Lyrics

I been feeling down
Cannot get up now
Trapped inside my head
Why I smoke the loud
I been feeling dead
Here we go again
Just another kid
Slowly take my breath
Take it easy boy
Mama always said
Change my path
But my past remains of regrets
Scratch a match and watch it burn another cigarette
It's like I never learn
Like I never learn
If you don't have something nice to say
Then you're not thinking hard enough
Even though I hate you
I remember all the things I loved
The way you smiled in awkward moments
Laughing was our favorite drug
You could always crack me up
And once you broke my heart I had withdrawals
I had to turn to stone
Anything I felt would either break me down or be ignored
Now you're just a memory
The thought of you can't hurt no more
I feel like all the pain has healed
But everything inside is sore
I been feeling down
Cannot get up now
Trapped inside my head
Why I smoke the loud
I been feeling dead
Here we go again
Just another kid
Slowly take my breath
Take it easy boy
Mama always said
Change my path
But my past remains of regrets
Scratch a match and watch it burn another cigarette
It's like I never learn
Like I never learn
And once I mix it up
I know the scar is still inside my core
I need to find myself
I can't hide no more
Behind and the laughs and smiles
That's just the mask I wore
I don't wanna talk about what's happened
Let's talk about what you wanna do before we hit the casket
What have you achieved are you willing to overlap it
A joke isn't as funny if you're over laughing, yeah
Now that I don't have you here
I don't really know who to love
I don't really know who to love
Maybe I should love myself
Maybe I should love myself
I been feeling down
Cannot get up now
Trapped inside my head
Why I smoke the loud
I been feeling dead
Here we go again
Just another kid
Slowly take my breath
Take it easy boy
Mama always said
Change my path
But my past remains of regrets
Scratch a match and watch it burn another cigarette
It's like I never learn
Like I never learn