OD sleepy - fly away Lyrics

I got heaven bitch I'm god
I'll let em see the shit I've said
But I won't tell em what I saw
Temptation as I sit awake and
Think of ways to make it
To the things that i been chasin
Contemplating takin
My stainless steel blade then makin
A trip with my scythe scrapin
Cross a moon lit pavement
Seekin payment
For the f*cked up situations
I've been placed in
Pacin thinkin how to aid it
But I'm too impatient
Medicate while meditatin
So the beast in me sedated
When I'm faded I'm ok
When I'm sober i get faded
I'm weighin up a potent strain and
Takin this lil pill to kill the pain
While spillin guts out to replace em
My sweet breakin
Tryna shove all she can take in

I aint lookin for no Bentley
Or no Lexus
I just wana stay in the ears of those
Who can decode my message
Watch the dosage
Might cause unusual emotions
Don't get hooked on the moment
And use up all your serotonin
Oh its time to ignore the clock
Just let me give you what you crave
Been up for days
She see my face and
She wont let me walk away
I'm zonin and can't see straight
Ignore her pleads for me to stay
Cause I know she won't let me leave
It always seems to end the same
I just need to fly away
I no longer feel that warmth
This path left coldness in my veins
But I stay numb to the pain
But I'm scared to succeed cause
I'm not sure about the fame
Cause bitch I know I got some skill
But to be real I feel uneasy
About gettin love from people
Who'll slowly start to leave me
But i got you till you do but
I need you to f*ckin need me
Recognition not enough
Too underground for them to see me