I don't know what I'll find
Trapped in my mind
Who's been pulling the strings
And keeping my wings in line
I'm not sure that I can
Be a much better man
There's just too much to clean
Things too obscene to stand
I won't break down
But I'm close enough
Close enough
I don't know who I'll be
Swimming this sea
Will I stay and dissolve
Or maybe evolve to be free
All I'm trying to do
Is find another way to
Be content with my soul
Make myself whole and new
Now - one step closer
Now - one last dance
Now - make me older
Now - tie my hands
This is the freedom I wanted
Where's my control
I won't break down
I won't break down
I don't know if it's right
Fighting this fight
Should I lay down my arms
Or sound the alarms again
All the fragments I've found
Turning stones on the ground
Leaves me begging for more
Though tired and sore, I'm sound