It fills the spaces up
It fills the silence when I can't speak
Just breathe
It'll pass again
It'll pass but it never leaves
Me
It's not something love can fix
Neither plants nor medicine
Only I can
Wouldn't that be nice?
If I could just will it all away
I bet
If I could hold my breath
Long enough to choke to death
Maybe that might fix my problem
With it always
Coming back again