O'mara - Relapse Lyrics

It follows me everywhere
I can't escape, my chest is pounding
Please tell me I'm not awake
I can't focus anymore and I start to sweat
The voices getting louder
Deep down inside my head

No

Please tell me i'm not awake
Deep down inside my head

Crawling out but it pulls me in
I see my grave
All my addictive needs will come back in waves
Habits die hard when they are in your f*cking blood
It's survival of the fittest and I'm losing to my drugs

It doesn't feel real
I'm just getting motherf*cking bad trips now
I don't want it any more
It chases me until it brings me down

Reach into the bottle
(Pull out what's left and)
Discard all role models
(Left me for dead)
Reach into the bottle
Just give in to what's living inside my head

All of you staring like I'm some f*cking monster
Who can never accept the blame
(Never accept the f*cking blame)
Don't think I never tried to give this shit up
I am just a slave to this f*cking game

Do you wanna know how I got these scars
How I turned into a fiend
That inhabits a bar
I let the poison take over
Every night the demons never leave without a fight
Can't seem to find a reason within to become
All i want i just to feel numb

It follows me
Everywhere
I can't escape, my chest is pounding
Please tell me i'm not awake
I can't focus anymore and I start to sweat
The voices getting louder
Deep down inside my head

It follows me everywhere
I can't escape
My chest is pounding please tell me I'm not awake
It follows me everywhere
I can't escape
I can't escape
I can't escape this nightmare

I want f*cking more and i can't stop
So crack it open
So many years i tried to change it
But i already quit to hope in
And I'm drinking every last drop
Smoking all the cash crops
My high goes past the top
I can't stop and I won't stop
If you wanna stop me then get the glock

I can't stop
Make it Stop
I can't stop
The voices getting louder deep inside my head
One more shot
I drink one more bottle to make it end