Ominous the Monster - Don't Cry Lyrics

It's obvious that I have made the wrong decisions
The universe was sending messages but I ain't listen
I can't deny that I love being high risking existence
I wonder if the good outweighs bad when its all finished
Tell me, is it me or is hard to breath and why I'm freezing
I hear grandma king inside that kitchen cooking think I'm sleeping
Falling, I keep falling but no one's there to catch me
Swallowed by my involvement with pain, think it's a bad dream
Surrounded by familiar faces staring at me so astonished
Broken hearts and twisted smiles this little light of mine I lost it
Keep burning for me, I just need a couple more minutes alive
I got so much that I'm trying say before I say goodbye
My children need to know their daddy love them I'm filled with pride
Tell Steph I love her and I'm grateful she was by my side
Momma, I'm sorry I couldn't stop him every time he beat her
It's disgusting how my trauma turn me to some type of leader
Romy, don't you worry bout your f*cking father you don't need him
The world is yours so get out there and stand on shit that you believe in
Jordon my best friend the first man I ever loved
Sorry that I left you all alone in that house growing up
Forcing you to deal with Anthony and everything he was
I should of stuck around, protected you made sure you's never touched

Don't cry for me
All the angels in the sky will make sure that me and you are reacquainted when it's time
Don't cry for me
I've made decisions knowing they were wrong
I've helped so many people exposing myself in all these songs
Don't cry for me
All the angels in the sky will make sure that me and you are reacquainted when it's time
Don't cry for me
I've made decisions knowing they were wrong
I've helped so many people exposing myself in all these songs

Don't cry for me
Cry for tony he deserves it more than me
His mother passed away from Covid she's healthy as she was supposed to be
Or Freebo mac his brothers gone there's sadness y'all ain't noticing I'm sure he's haunted by it I'm surprised that he can go to sleep
I refuse to call out for somebody's god begging for mercy
All these school shootings and kids dying them prayers ain't working
F*ck religion if there's a heaven or a hell shit I'm still waiting
Tell god to make his judgement and show me my destination
All these thoughts are getting to me coming off as anger
I usually get like this almost every time that I get anxious
It's like my body stuck in fight or flight whenever I feel danger
Once a boy inside but now he's a monster the world has made him

Don't cry for me
All the angels in the sky will make sure that me and you are reacquainted when it's time
Don't cry for me
I've made decisions knowing they were wrong
I've helped so many people exposing myself in all these songs
Don't cry for me
Don't cry