Ominous the Monster - Nameless Lyrics

I don't get discouraged. You already know that
I had to be getting on your tail with myself
Safe to say I overcame the odds and went against statistics
A child in a trailer park playing outside with the misfits

Surrounded by the fiends begging people for a quick fix
With shells everywhere, I'm trying to concentrate on kickflips
Momma's makeup ain't covered the marks, I guess the secret's out
I remember thinking about suicide and the easy route

Wonder if my mother had the same thoughts when he's around
He my brother's dad, so on his behalf, I'ma leave it out
It's so disgusting what the world made me
Both sides stand and fight for my soul

Grandmother always calling me crazy
Judging me for things that she don't know
I made a promise to both pieces of me
I'll find a cure for the sickness I have

Tell me how much you love me and need me
Make your mind up, I'll be right back
Got cuffs on my wrist, box of Newports with a little coke
17 in county, they ain't read my rights and let me go

Had to find out the hard way that Lucy was a ho
F*ckin' with the homies and they actin' like I wouldn't know
Thankful for the people that crossed me and took my love for granted
I made a great big wall nobody else can damage

If I say I got you, I got you, ain't gotta ask me
A different breed, it almost seems like I ain't from this planet
Survived a couple car crashes, shots flyin', I made it out
Pocket full of pills, I almost died from takin' large amounts

20 people jumpin' me and all my homies turned and bounce
I keep on tellin' you I've been to hell and somehow made it out
The younger me wouldn't believe the person I become
A king, a monster, a leader, I'm the chosen one

With skin like Teflon and words like a loaded gun
My heart is still broken and I'm searchin' for another one
It's so disgusting what the world made me
Both sides stand and fight for my soul

Grandmother always callin' me crazy
Judgin' me for things that she don't know
I made a promise, took both pieces of me
I'll find a cure for the sickness I have

Tell me how much you love me and need me
Make your mind up, I'll be right back
I don't need nobody, I'm good on my own
Promise this won't break me

Spilled my blood and broke my bones
I keep wasting time, making promises on empty
Give my all to you, I just hope you won't forget me
I don't care if you don't love me

I swear don't need, don't touch me
I don't need nobody, don't touch me
I'm sorry, helpless, talking