Dying Every Day Video (MV)

I know I'm not as good as I thought
I know that I'll probably never find what I've lost
Looking out my window guess that this'll never stop
I can't feel nothing and I keep my doors locked
Open up to some then I get hurt, so there's no use
Feels like a steady punch
Emotional abuse
Running away and everyone around's confused
I can't tell anyone so I don't get used

I'm not breathing
I'm not breathing
I'm not living
I'm not living, no
I can't feel anything
I can't get through this pain
(What are you doing to me?)
(I want for you to leave)

I know that I'll never stay away from these feelings that bring pain
My body's filled with stains from dying every day
From dying every day
From dying every day
I'm dying every day
I'm dying every day

Sadly I don't know what else to do
It feels like every time I talk I come off rude
Maybe its because I'm never in a good mood
Maybe its because my whole life I've been thrown askew

I'm not breathing
I'm not breathing
I'm not living
I'm not living, no
I can't feel anything
I can't get through this pain

(Oh)
I try to stop myself at night
And I think I have at hand a way to cope with everything I think I can withstand
(Oh i don't wanna die, no)
(Ah, ah)
I try to stop myself at night
And I think I have at hand a way to cope with everything I know I can't withstand

I'll never stay away from these feelings that bring pain
My body's filled with stains from dying every day
From dying every day
From dying every day
I'm dying every day
I'm dying every day

I can't die this way or live my life this way
I can't die this way
I won't die this way