Torture Video (MV)

I hate my mind
I hate not being able to find
A cure for this sickness that makes me cry
I don't have time
I'll say I'm fine
I guess I'm okay

I hate my mind
I hate that every time I look up to the sky
I never find the one I truly miss and it hurts
What is this curse?
It feels like everyday my pain just grows worse and worse

I hate my mind
I hate not being able to find
A cure for this sickness that makes me cry
I don't have time
I'll say I'm fine
I guess I'm okay

Why can't you stop causing me pain?
What is there to gain?
I wish I didn't have to play
I just want to be okay

I don't know why your asking
Me for help when I can't even help me
I wish I knew the answers, but sadly
I don't and now I'm stuck in this sadness

I hate my mind
I hate not being able to find
A cure for the sickness that makes me cry
I don't have time
I'll say I'm fine
I guess I'm okay