Trying (feat. Raspo) Video (MV)

You don't wanna see me like this
I'm tired of feeling like shit
I guess it's a hit or miss
I'm bipolar
Don't know when my feeling will shift
Is that a closed or open door?
I've been waiting around since a little past four
Four hours
That's the time i'm in the floor
Not sleeping
I'm just thinking about how much more
How much more of this am I gonna take?
I don't really know
I'm feeling pretty low today
How much more of this am I gonna take?
I don't really know
I'm feeling pretty low today
And I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
Oh I'm trying
Please, I'm trying
Where are the good times in all of the bad?
I feel like I'm two hundred million dollars in debt
I wish I was dead
I'm always thinking bout a bullet in my my head
So tell me why I'm here
Please just be sincere
I'm tired of guessing, research and a steeple over me
So tell me why I'm here
Please just be sincere
I'm tired of guessing, research and a steeple over me
So tell me why I'm here
Please just be sincere
I'm tired of guessing, research and a steeple over me
So tell me why I'm here
Please just be sincere
I'm tired of guessing, research and a steeple over me
How much more of this am I gonna take?
I don't really know
I'm feeling pretty low today
How much more of this am I gonna take?
I don't really know
I'm feeling pretty low today