Oniji - L'aube Lyrics

Tell me why I feel bad
Tell me why I feel bad

I can not sleep at night I can not shut my eyes
Shadows dancing over like a lullaby
Au final quand je m'endors je fais des rêves qui font peur
Je pense à leurs vices et ça m'écoeur
And scars, over scars, overs scars, over scars
They speak like they can't hurt you anymore
Et ils parlent, et ils parlent, et ils parlent
I'm feeling weaker than I ever been before
Maybe they need to hurt to feel alive
Maybe I need to bleed to feel alive
I hear them excuses I hear a lie
Peu importe pourquoi ils s'en prennent a tes failles
Wondering why I've been put here on earth (Je sais pas)
Why am I the one around acting like it's something (Je sais pas)
Am I the awaken or the dreamer (J'en sais rien)
Does it matter would it change a thing (Je crois pas)

Tell me why
I feel bad
Tell me why
I feel bad
Explain to me
Why do I need to suffer like them

Walking over the fire I keep jumping and jumping on platforms
Bad dreams, straight moans
Ghosts appearing, pale forms
Le soleil, l'aube, je les attends comme la fame, l'or
Waiting for what I'm not ready for like we all do begging for
Expose myself till encore
Sell my thoughts and what for
I'm already sick of hearing them talking like they know me
Like understand me
Or what I do
But I don't need an opinion

Shadows they stop spinning they look at me
They talk to me I don't hear them, they keep talking I don't get them, will they get down, speak closer with em whispers,
Ok f*ck yall I don't them, anyway I know what you're gonna tell me, in your condescending way

Fantome kurt me hante
Sirene punk me tente
Trop tard pour colmater la fente
Trop tard pour remonter la pente
Levé du pied droit mais pas ienb
J'ai pas le smile quand je suis agen
Nouri par le malheur je vois du mauvais oeil
Tout les jours sappé noir un nouveau deuil

Nouri par le malheur je vois du mauvais oeil
Tout les jours sappé noir un nouveau deuil