What the Hell Am I Doing Here With You? (My Parents Are Out of Town) Video (MV)

We were in the sewers for hours, do you even remember how we got here?
How did I get here?
How do I get out of here?
All I wanted was gone
So, all I got was null
Were you always this way?
When did you get full?
We were so young
You moved away
Oh, your back now?
Are you here to stay?
You've made your life now, I hope you're happy
Looking back on it
Oh how we've changed
Thinking back on it
Isn't it strange?
I gave you everything
Which wasn't enough
That's not my name
Someone your thinking of?
Am I someone your thinking of?
You've made your bed now, how are you sleeping?
All of the Forest
All of these Hills
All of the memories
I don't feel
Very near to you
Anymore
I broke my hand
Slamming the door
Wait is this where I sleep? is this my bed? Is this what happens between life and death?
Let's go back to when you came in
Did you find him yet?
Are you living in sin?
What's the matter, Dan?
Is this not what you thought?
Did you find him yet?
I guess not
Let's go back to when I came in
I fell in love
With your half-hearted grin
What's the matter, now?
Did you not think that I would?
Laying down on the couch
I guess that I should
I can't stand all these thoughts of you coming back
I can't feel anything that I might have missed
Doesn't this sound familiar? Oh! I think I remember this
Let's go back to when he came in
I was laying down
I was drunk again
(F*ck!)
What's the matter, man?
Did you not ask for this?
I never said yes
(God Dammit!)
When you asked for that kiss
Let's go back to when this happened
I thought you'd stop
I thought this would make sense
(Son of a Bitch!)
What's the matter, now?
Why did we ask for this?
Remember, you said yes
(Motherf*cker!)
What has this love become
I can't stand all these thoughts of you coming back
I can't feel anything that I might have missed
Doesn't this feel familiar? Oh, I know you remember it
Is this over yet? Are we done? Not quite, so whoever you are just hold me tight tonight
Hear these words, reap what I sow
The world it caries us alone
(I wrote my teenage years because I realized it was over, what else was there to do?
I wrote octopus because I was running out of steam, I don't want it on the record anymore
I wrote I didn't know what to title this because I saw your eyes, they soon turned cold, shoulda known
I wrote goodbye h.d.w. because I didn't know what else to say, I loved you, I really dont know what the hell was wrong with you
I wrote the last time because prom would be the last night I ever spoke to you, "How am I gonna send it to you?"
I wrote Gloria because, well I don't know a Gloria, I wrote this because, well why did I write this)
It was 7:30 in the morning
I was in bed all week
Someone was knocking on the door
Then I heard you start to speak
Doesn't Only God Forgive?
Did you forgive me for that night?
I never had any answers
To make you feel alright
"What the hell are you doing?"
"You could be doing me."
I think that's what you said
Matter of factly
What do I even say to that?
What was even the point?
This sex isn't the answer
(The first time I lied in my mind)
This sex only disappoints
(The second time I just cried)
I know that one day we will find
A little bit more time
To make it feel alright
I swear it will be alright
If T.O.M had learned anything it was that you cant ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event
Coincidence - that's all anything ever is. Nothing more than coincidence.
T.O.M had finally learned there are no miracles, there's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be. T.O.M was...